I wont say I'm in love! (Poland x reader songfic!)

"Like totally!" he stated loudly. It was almost becoming like a catchphrase for him, it usually just slipped out of his mouth and when he said it he would always make her giggle. He really liked it, the edges of her mouth turned up and the light squeal sound that came with it. He was speaking with ____ his best friend over the telephone. Her voice was so cheerful as she laughed at his response " Oh, I'm sorry Feliks but I have to leave, Toris should be here here any minute now. Bye! " Oh... Toris, again? Wasn't he there yesterday? "Oh well by-" he barely had time to say his goodbye before she hung up on him. I guess she was in a hurry... Come to think about it, she was always in a hurry around him, she never spends that much time around him any more, she just hung around Toris all the time. And Toris didn't spend any time with him either, they would always go for a walk, or go to the cinema, or... Or whatever! He looked down and shook his head, no no, it wasn't like that. _____ and Toris where her best friends, they wouldn't just ignore him like that. He had known Toris since like... Forever! And he cared to much for _____, he just hoped that _____ cared for him too. He sighed and rose up from the sofa he was sitting and slowly slacked his way to the kitchen, he leaned on the windowsill and gazed out on the windy autumn weather.

If there's a price for rotten judgement I guess I've already won that
No girl is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that.

She always used to be there for him, and her (h/c) hair always flowed down around her head so peacefully and her lips where so full of grace and her eyes... The beautiful orbs... He continued dream as he rested his elbow on the windowsill and placed his chin in his palm. As his brain continued babbling out alluring words as without him knowing his elbow slowly slid to the side, soon without warning his palm lost the grip of his chin and he fell straight face-forward town on the hard stone windowsill. "do diabła!" he shouted as his nose got completely smashed, he quickly stood up and covered his nose which was bleeding badly and kept chanting swear words in Polish. He rushed over to his bathroom and took a piece of cotton with he soon after stuffed into his bleeding nose. As he kept on chanting swear words while stuffing his nose he realized something, when he covered his nasal tracts he started to sound strange... "Great, I sound like a high pitched smurf..."

No chance, no way.
I wont say it, no no!
It's too cliché!
I wont say I'm in love.

I will just look ridiculous! Ugh Feliks you're so stupid! So ugly! Such a sissy! So dumb! So weak! And so madly in love! Wait... what did I just say? No! I'm not in love! ______ is just a friend, wait why did I automaticly say say ______ when I say that I'm madly in love? F***! Ugh I can't handle this, I'm not in love! Love is just a ridiculous feeling, he's a country! A proud man, even if he was a man that just loooved Japanese school girl outfits, I mean no! I wont say I'm in love! He walked around in circles arguing with himself, walking from the east to the west, to the north and to the south, exploring every centimetre of the room. But he didn't look where he was going since he was so caught up in his thoughts the thing that was the worst possible happened. He walked right into the wall and hit his head right in the hard concrete wall.

"Aouch!" Why would this always be so freaking clumsy?! He thought as he fell down on the ground. UGH! His forehead started to pound badly and a soaring pain hit his face, he felt like the most stupid person on earth, why was he always the one out of luck!? He was abandoned by his friends... A pushover, a coward, unintelligent. He couldn't even walk without hitting himself. His eyes started to tear up and he frowned, I'm pathetic, and unloved pathetic wimp, I'm unlucky in love! She probably loved Toris, he was his best friend! He should know that he was in love with ______! But how would he know that, he barely knows it himself. He felt unworthy to like someone like ______... He could only dream to be anywhere close to as good. And there he was sitting, on the floor, crying over someone that loves somebody else. He didn't even bother to stand up. He would just sit there, forever if he had to. What he didn't know, that everything he had heard on the phone wasn't all true, a certain ________ was on the way to his house right now. And very much so, getting closer by the minute.

I thought my heart had heard it's lesson,
it feels so good when you start out
my head is screaming, get a grip boy!
Unless you're ready to cry your heart out!

_________ was walking down a small path on her way to Feliks large house, her heart thumped like a hyperactive rabbit and she would surely pass out any second, but now she wouldn't turn back. She was on her way to tell him, how much she loved him. How she cared for him... But what if his feeling didn't reply? She stopped right in her tracks and was quite shocked of the though, what if... What if...? No! She wouldn't turn back now! She was determined and when she was determined NOTHING would stop her, not even someone as stubborn as Belarus! She would tell him, she had avoided Feliks quite a while since she always felt so nervous when she was around him, like she would  do something wrong, as if she was clumsier than usual. She had been a lot with Toris lately since she would try her best not to see Feliks face to face, she would always blush and feel so embarrassed... Her (h/c) locks played around in the wind like small children, the autumn weather chilled her body and tinted a blush over her cheeks at the same time, it was just cool enough to wear a jacket. Autumn in Poland was quite beautiful, the warm-coloured leaves on the high standing trees. And there she was, standing in front of the large house, it was  almost mansion-like. She took a deep breath and took confident steps forward.

No chance, no way I wont say it no, no!
The scene wont play I wont say I'm in love!
You're way of base I wont say it!
Get of my case, I wont say it!

He heard a small knock on the door vaguely, he cocked an eyebrow and rose out of his seat, who would be here now? He walked over by the door and opened it slightly just to get a look of the figure... "______? What are you doing here?" he questioned her and tried to catch her sight but to no avail. Her head was turned down to the ground and her eyes cautiously flickered up at him and back to the ground. "Are y-you ok? Did Liet do something?!" he asked worriedly. Suddenly her arms threw themselves around his sides and pulled him closer to her hugging him tightly almost squeezing him. "W-what happened!?" now he was really worried, what did he do to her!? She was never this sad! But she ignored his questions and just kept on silently hugging him, "I swear that if Liet hurt you I will kick his a-" he was quickly interrupted by a small yelp that slipped out of her mouth,

"I love you Feliks!" ... Oh no, oh yes, oh no... Oh yes! Yes! A wide smile spread across his face and he embraced her lovingly. "Ja też cię kocham _______....". She swiftly looked up at him with tearful eyes.  "You do!?" she looked at him surprised, he chuckled and jokingly smiled at her "Yes I do kochanie." he cooed playfully. But the only reply he received a shocked look in reply... What did he do now...?
"Poland, what the hell happened to your face? If it was Russia I will kick his a-" her words where quickly taken away by a breathtaking embrace and a loud laugh.

At least out loud...
I wont say I'm in love...